Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Superhero Blood Donor

Well today I gave blood. It was fun but neither my family nor my girlfriend knew I was doing it. XD Renee is going to murder me when she sees me again. Anyway I am pretty happy with life right now. I am sitting beside Cadet Beaner and we just got her started with a blog. This is going to be her very first blog post! *Hears cheesy party horns in the back ground* Wow... Really? Okay, anyways.... Yeah... I am fracking bored.
So I guess it is time for so kind for update.
Me and Renee have been dating for nearly 3 months now but this last month was torture with us not seeing each other at all BUT the bonus is that she is SUPPOSED to come see me this week. WooHoo! *Hear crickets* ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! *Hears Stephanie WooHoo* You are so late. *Head desk*
Anyway I am excited from prom too! I have my dress, Renee has hers, and my mom and grandma are planning on having my hair, nails, and eyebrows done. As for my jewelry and make-up... Renee and I have that covered. :D So yeah... I don't have anything else to say. So I  am done I think.
SEE YA!! WOULDN'T WANNA BE YA!
Peace suckas!

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Cookie Cutter Ghost

I really hate this crap... I am sitting in my English class and we are supposed to be going to http://assignments.discoveryeducation.com/ to take some stupid test.... Problem? My name isn't on the list... This is like the 5th thing I have tried to take care of with the school where according to the site... I don't exist. Does that mean something? Should it mean something? Am I am spirit of the dead? If so I really need to learn how to make myself only visible to certain people! I would love to select a set number of people who can see me and then be invisible to everyone else. Renee and Jo-Jo would be the first two to be select to be able to see me! Everyone else would fall in line after them.

If that makes me a bitch or a loser, I could care less... I am would I am and if you don't like me for me then I just you are out of luck. I am tired of changing who I am to suit everyone around me. I am a nerd get the hell over it! I role-play, I read, I write, I play WoW, I LOVE Star Trek, and you know what? I LOVE SCHOOL!!! That makes me an individual. At least I am not a little cookie cutter of everyone else around me.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

These are my secrets. You can get to know me this way if you'd like.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Fuckin Perfect - Pink

"Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, missundaztood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around...

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred

Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
See you same

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me

The world stares while I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less then, fuckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fuckin' perfect, to me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less then, fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you're fucking perfect to me"


My girlfriend played this song for me and it really helps because I always dog myself and only point out my flaws and she played this song and I began to realize that she loves me exactly how I am. I don't have to change to please her and because of that I don't see myself going anywhere any time... EVER! I love her so much.

You are fuckin' perfect love.
Teresa 'Fumbles' Thomas

Hello World

Hey everyone,
This is Teresa Thomas AKA Fumbles. I guess I can tell you a little bit about myself while I am here. I am 17 years old and my birthday is July 25th 1993, making me both a Leo and in the Chinese Zodiac, a Roster. Now by being a Leo I like children and drama but I dislike ordinary, day to day living and small minded people. Now the Rooster symbolizes such character traits as confidence, pompousness and motivation. Those born under the Chinese Zodiac sign of the Rooster are loyal, trustworthy individuals who are blunt when it comes to offering their opinions. Their bluntness stems not from being mean but from being honest; a trait which Roosters expect from others. I am guilty of being very blunt but sometimes that is what people need.
I am an individual if there ever was one. I am very different from the others in my graduating class. I am only .9% of the student body being of European decent and not African American. I am eclectic in my tastes of music and odd-ball when it comes to my fashion sense. And yet, people who truely understand me, people like my girl friend still seem to understand me and love me the way I am. I am quiet when you first meet me but after that I am talkative chatter-box.
Though I have no paid work experience outside of babysitting, I have plenty of volunteer hours accumulated to make me a very popular person. I have worked backstage on many theatre productions some of which include Ridiculosis by Proxy (Written by Barton Dwayne Craft and preformed by Bob Jones High School) and Seven Brides for Seven Brothers (A Musical also preformed at Bob Jones). Shortly after these shows I was picked up by Theatre Huntsville to work back stage for them on a total of 6 or 7 plays, 2 of which I quit for surgeries. I also worked The Rocky Horror Show for Renaissance Theatre as the light technician.
I am bi-sexual and not in the way every female seems to claim. I truly am bi and my current girlfriend is definitely the best I have ever had. I truly love her to death.
I am an avid role-player and have random role-plays floating around with a lot of people though the X-Men/Greek mythology/Random shit with Renee has to be my favorite one ever!
I am not sure what else you'd like to know so I guess I will stop for this post and tell you more as I go!
See yeah!
Love,
Teresa 'Fumbles' Thomas